@Emloveporto Idk if you’ll see this but I had to register after seeing your comment. I won’t say that I understand what you went through but I want to tell you that you definitely deserve to be here and I’m so sorry that you got betrayed by someone you trusted, that’s not something easy at all. It’s okay to fall down and feel like it’s nor with it anymore, you don’t always have to force yourself to try. I don’t want you to give up but if trying is really hard for right now then you can just rest. Just live and do whatever you feel like is easy for you now and I hope that one day everything will be better for you. You’re not alone and you deserve better. It’s going to be okay and I want you to know that there’s someone out there who will think of you sometimes. I hope you can move on and believe in yourself and love yourself enough to keep going. It’s a process that’s not easy and you won’t always have good days so I hope you can let yourself rest and get through this.
This chapter made me cry so much. I feel exactly like Valetta, so tired of life, suffered so much that i dont have emotions anymore, empty eyes, empty soul, i feel dead inside. Nothing can make me smile anymore or matter. Its been like that for years. I feel also like him, annoyed at myself for being like that, trying to help myself many times, and it never work. I used to be so happy, so full of expressions and emotions and i was betrayed, beated and i lost everything to the person i trusted the most and he took everythinflg i build my whole life from me, taking advantage of me. Since then, im not the same and i will never be the me i was before . I will never be able to get back on my feet, not that i dont keep trying every day but im so tired i dont know how long i will last. Not much. I dont know why im saying all that here. Im crying to him too, hes trying to help her and i feel like that would be the only thing that may save me cause like her, i cant by myself.
jt_1190
@Emloveporto Idk if you’ll see this but I had to register after seeing your comment. I won’t say that I understand what you went through but I want to tell you that you definitely deserve to be here and I’m so sorry that you got betrayed by someone you trusted, that’s not something easy at all. It’s okay to fall down and feel like it’s nor with it anymore, you don’t always have to force yourself to try. I don’t want you to give up but if trying is really hard for right now then you can just rest. Just live and do whatever you feel like is easy for you now and I hope that one day everything will be better for you. You’re not alone and you deserve better. It’s going to be okay and I want you to know that there’s someone out there who will think of you sometimes. I hope you can move on and believe in yourself and love yourself enough to keep going. It’s a process that’s not easy and you won’t always have good days so I hope you can let yourself rest and get through this.
Emloveporto
This chapter made me cry so much. I feel exactly like Valetta, so tired of life, suffered so much that i dont have emotions anymore, empty eyes, empty soul, i feel dead inside. Nothing can make me smile anymore or matter. Its been like that for years. I feel also like him, annoyed at myself for being like that, trying to help myself many times, and it never work. I used to be so happy, so full of expressions and emotions and i was betrayed, beated and i lost everything to the person i trusted the most and he took everythinflg i build my whole life from me, taking advantage of me. Since then, im not the same and i will never be the me i was before . I will never be able to get back on my feet, not that i dont keep trying every day but im so tired i dont know how long i will last. Not much. I dont know why im saying all that here. Im crying to him too, hes trying to help her and i feel like that would be the only thing that may save me cause like her, i cant by myself.
Saber2341
He is actually so sweet