Yup, it’s as ItzMaya said. It’s not about the uncle dying but the fact that everything he did in his past life was because it was his duty to protect the heir of the duchy and he held no special affection towards Luca.
Luca didn’t feel abandonned bc of his uncle’s death but betrayed when he realized that everything was only for duty (and the death was the catalyst for the realization)
I don’t think he’s mad at him dying as much as realizing that he died for him out of duty. It was essentially his duty to protect Luca not because he held affection for him, but because it was his obligation as his uncle. I think Luca realized even with all the memories they shared and how much he loved him, Ruediger never felt anything for him besides responsibility. He probably realized that everyone who “loved” him had an another reason to. Ruediger felt responsible for him and his grandmother saw him as his father. That’s gotta be so sad
Aww man I get it. Poor Luca must have felt like Rudiger abandoned him by dying.
Probably spent years of his past life obsessing over how much he needed him there and growing desperate that the one good person in his life just kinda went and dropped dead for him. So he decided that Rudigers idea of love was fucked if that meant just leaving the people that loved him behind and alone in some dumbass act of heroism.
Like, I seriously don’t dislike that twist. Luca may have regressed but hes very evidently full of scars that he sustained as kid and its interesting because we dont get his PoV and can see more clearly that his actions are motivated by his childhood traumas in a way we wouldn’t get if this was his story.
Oyabun
I never read so much beautiful like this one! GOd bless the author
itzyumi
Ah so luca doesn’t like him because Ruediger died protecting him cuz it was his duty to protect 🥹
Sweetvity
his expression makes me cry😭😭
Alcoholismm
luca is way too wholesome for me to handle in life
ThyLan
Yup, it’s as ItzMaya said. It’s not about the uncle dying but the fact that everything he did in his past life was because it was his duty to protect the heir of the duchy and he held no special affection towards Luca.
Luca didn’t feel abandonned bc of his uncle’s death but betrayed when he realized that everything was only for duty (and the death was the catalyst for the realization)
ItzMaya
I don’t think he’s mad at him dying as much as realizing that he died for him out of duty. It was essentially his duty to protect Luca not because he held affection for him, but because it was his obligation as his uncle. I think Luca realized even with all the memories they shared and how much he loved him, Ruediger never felt anything for him besides responsibility. He probably realized that everyone who “loved” him had an another reason to. Ruediger felt responsible for him and his grandmother saw him as his father. That’s gotta be so sad
Starburst
God I live this story*
Starburst
His I love this story
Mesaasa
That’s all!?😭 I want next chap
Irate Squirrel
Aww man I get it. Poor Luca must have felt like Rudiger abandoned him by dying.
Probably spent years of his past life obsessing over how much he needed him there and growing desperate that the one good person in his life just kinda went and dropped dead for him. So he decided that Rudigers idea of love was fucked if that meant just leaving the people that loved him behind and alone in some dumbass act of heroism.
Like, I seriously don’t dislike that twist. Luca may have regressed but hes very evidently full of scars that he sustained as kid and its interesting because we dont get his PoV and can see more clearly that his actions are motivated by his childhood traumas in a way we wouldn’t get if this was his story.